Friday, December 11, 2009

Miss my blog

I miss my blog. I don't have internet at home so yeah I haven't been blogging as a result but right now I'm on a temp assignment just covering the phones so I have plenty of time to write and reflect. Overall I miss writing online. I miss my posts. I won't make any promises to write consistently on this blog but when I am able I will post something. I was looking over blogs from over a year ago and it is amazing all that God has done in and through me over the last year. I am not who I was and God is still molding me into who I will be and I'm really comfortable with who I am right now. I like me. All my little quirks and all I am quite pleased with me.

This Christmas season I am endeavoring to step outside of myself and love like I have never loved before. I have no idea what that looks like or what it will be but I am willing to be used. I don't what to remain hidden any longer I want to be used. Over the last 2 years it's almost like I've been in an oil press, being crushed until there is no more me, in order that God can pour out Himself on me so that I may be used. I want to go over everything that happened over the last year because it has truly been phenomenal. So maybe in 2010 I'll do a recap of 2009 so I can share with you all the many blessings that the Lord has bestowed upon me in hopes that you may be blessed too.

More posts later.

Amber